Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her life 
he thought about the cocaine with the platinum and ice 
and he felt strong standing along with his new brothers 
cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover 
but what he saw made him start to cringe and stutter 
'cause he was staring into the eyes of his own mother 
she looked back at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her 
she cried more painfully, than when they were raping her 
his whole world stopped, he couldn't even contemplate 
his corruption had succesfully changed his fate 
and he remembered how his mom used to come home late 
working hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth 
he turned away from the woman that had once given him birth 
and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared 
but only the devil responded, cause God wasn't there 
and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold 
and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul 
they say death take you to a better place but I doubt it 
after that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it 
and listen cause the story that I'm telling is true 
'cause I was there when Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom too